It's been two weeks since I've last posted something on this space. Life has been extremely busy yet fulfilling. Sleep was at the lowest of all priorities and I am amazed that I DID NOT FALL SICK! with 6 hours of sleep spread across 3 nights. I am awesome (:

CO Concert was a tying time, a test of friendship, time management and whatever else you say. It is during such circumstances that you see who are the ones who will slog with you / for you till the end, such as (but not limited to)

Jasselyn - beyond handling stuff in your comm, I really appreciate how you came by to help logs in stage stuff & being there when ever we needed you (:

LiHan Vianne - who came by every practise to motivate the orchestra to go on and setting the right direction & attitude for us to move towards (:

Hubert - your motivating smses surely shaped how tanbo viewed the concert & you were great in staying back with the ruans to help us with the messy bits!

Yiusum Kwangyi LuShuang ChenHe Susan LiChing MunFoong - I am really moved that you are willing to stay back and perfect your parts, sometimes texting me for the key so that we can have extra practise beyond the regular sessions in order to catch up on areas that we're uncertain of. While the ruans comprise of people who didn't know each other prior to the joining of rjco this year, I'm really proud that we still managed to gel together like meal times, camwhore moments, concert prac etc (:

Huiwen - the one and only person who stood(sat) with me in CO from day one till the very end. love. seems not too long ago that we just joined co, very very blur, not knowing how to play the ruan, getting arrowed numerous times for extra practise, times of falling sick, running in for practise, ordering and sharing dinner, talking, mugging, math lecture days.. you were always there for me (: I really appreciate all that you've done although I show less of what I really feel. Your presence always reminds me of the space I've got in tanbo, that I've got a friend there for me. thanks!

Lim Qian- probably one of the most attentive person to other people's needs, speaking to people round co and trying to make all of us feel at home, and have a listening ear each time we're feeling down. From skipping practises to staying back to help others, you've came pretty far in a short span of time. I'm really glad that you're here for all of us (:

Simei - thank you for sharing your dinner with me (: you've been awesomely dedicated to all the ticketing matters, sorting everything out, helping to source of FOH helpers, transposing scores from day one and persevering till the end! Without you we wouldn't have came so far (:

BL - you were like da bomb for always motivating us, checking if we're okay, writing scores, editing and even playing for us. thanks!

Kendra Rich - Your help at the booth was indispensible! & thanks for staying longer that what I said you all had to (:

JoeyBimb Cherise Nelson Junsean LiHui Jacky Jingyi Eunice- thanks for being really supportive of the concert even when there seems to be no one coming at first, for still getting tickets even though you all were uncertain if there'll be people to watch it with you all. you've been great motivation for us (:

people who do not give up on you even if your skills kind of total suck, try their best to help you by going through the scores over and over during breaks and even

SAT. I fell asleep halfway, got up & moved on.

RProject Photoshoot was anxiety-inducing because I was not well-prepared. Stood in the washroom and sewed for an hour, walked out kicked the cemented curb while wearing slippers & fell over twice): I have no photos but the photographers were really awesome, models were very patient and talented! tyvm! There is a whole lot of refining to to, sewing, stitching and resizing but we'll get through this! Thanks for standing by me (:

Snap back to life. I feel like reading Thom Gunn's poetry but I forgot to bring it out ):