Fingers swelling, homework's piling & yet
I think I've made the right decision (:

You might find it ironic to see a poem on my blog esp if you saw my facebook status a few days back or figured that I am not a veryver religious person. But yeah, this was what we did with ccc today. Surprisingly, I find this subtle similarity between that and what I've been feeling over the past few days.

Prayer by Carol Ann Duffy

Some days, although we cannot pray, a prayer
utters itself. So, a woman will lift
her head from the sieve of her hands and stare
at the minims sung by a tree, a sudden gift.

Some nights, although we are faithless, the truth
enters out hearts, that small familiar pain;
then a man will stand stock-still, hearing his youth
in the distant Latin chanting of a train.

Pray for us now. Grade I piano scales
console the lodger looking out across
a Midlands town. Then dusk, and someone calls
a child's name as though they named their loss.

Darkness outside. Inside, the radio's prayer-
Rockall. Malin. Dogger. Finisterre.

Friends only LJ post up(:
I have resigned from Bakerzin and am serving my proposed one-month-notice before I disapppear altogether. Probably as people have been telling me, I'll need to put more time and effort into every of my subjects since I haven't actually been doing well in anything. Moreover, SYF in on 6May, and way way way before that day I'll have to figure how to play the pieces on my ZhongRuan. (:

I decided to adopt some really weird sleeping hours, you can ask me if you see me around Haha. People will probably think I am insane if i post it here :x

With that said, I'll be gone for awhile (:

I am feeling a lot better(:
Just a little tired, just going to sleep, I'll update tomorrow I think. (:

Thanks to;
HH people, for calling & msging to remind me about IHCs (:
ymca, for the valentines flowers and chocolates(:
saiful, for the pretty muffin(:
kendra & joey, for always being there through mugging & funny moments(:
titus&huihui, for being so concerned (:
haiwei, for teaching me math over and over again (:
nick, for the tiramisu(:
roshni, for reminding me not to be late for tutorials(:
alethea & anlin, for small talks(:
OlehOleh & 10A01D, for just being fabulous (:

& they really made my week.
Please don't complain to me you have cca trainings because I don't even know if I am going to be accepted by any more ccas.

I see an increasing number of things piling on top of my to-do list & I have pictures but no mood to post them here. My studies are taking a huge plunge & dad just came home today wanting me to quit bakerzin & start tuition. I haven't been doing anything about it yet and I think I should just sleep now cause I am getting no where. I need a breather.

Sorry I am just not in the best of best moods, esp when the situation isn't exactly promising & people are still rubbing salt in.

That said, I still think AOID is awesome(:
Ultimate Frisbee is the love♥
& I think the people there are pretty fun & nice.
I went for try outs but am pretty sure and convinced that I did NOT get through.
Now I kind of regret not signing up for frisbee for my PE module. But I'll still be going down to play a last game with the girls tomorrow before IHC Debate briefing :D

& yes I know I've been bombarding a lot of people on msn about me not having a cca.
You may just be thinking in secondary, teachers would always chase students to go for ccas.
Now students(in rj at least) are fretting over not having ccas :x
How ironic.

That being said, I am joining Recreational Netball :D
I think and hope it'll be fun with nice people BUT I'll have zero CCA achievements & as such I'll probably have to do something else too. Still, I am on the search for more CCAs, lest im prepared to get an empty cv(plus a mega boring life) :D
School school school
I don't think I am exactly bonding a lot with my class cause I haven't actually been spending time with them nor have we actually really got to attend much lectures together :O
Nevertheless I am still living with this belief that my class is made of awesome people Haha:D

Auditions TryOuts Briefingss
I haven't actually got taken in by any cca yet(duh, haven't went for any auditions yet lol) But probably going to try as many as possible over the next 3 days.

Contrary to popular belief, I thought CSE lesson today was pretty interesting HAHA.

PS: I think RI(JC)'s library is really cool awesome fabulous. It doesn't feel like a school library :D
Think, what is empathy?
Arrogance is not the way to go.
I am in 10A01D with Kendra :D
& we're a class that has really quirky & unconventional combinations with CSE ELL TSD KI.
Haven't really got to know most of the people around yet but I guess there are many pretty
outgoing awesome & happening people from a variety of CCAs. & so I believe that classes won't be too dull :D

Lectures have started proper although tutorials only begin next week.
Hence, there is no GP CL & PW for one week :D
& since lectures are few and far between, I only have CSE tomorrow :x


Idk if you think my class isn't going to do well academically because you think we're not one of the top classes, whatever. But I think it's going to be fun at least for the first few months before the reshuffles for HP. (Not sure who's going to get in, fingers still crossed :x)

War Games were tiring tough rough & made us stink up the place but nevertheless pretty fun(:

HH didn't exactly do very well for all the games but I guess we did enjoy ourselves & hopefully didn't get injured(: But we got 1st for "invasion" so it's something to be happy about(:

I shan't go into game details or I'll probably bore everyone out. I ought to start on my write-up tonight :x Anyway I'll post O'tiero photos here & on fb after Titus is free to upload it (: I think everyone's pretty tired after 3days of games haha

& for winning them in scream'o, our OG got to choose a forfeit for them (:

O'tiero's second day was pretty much awesome although we didn't finish off in top5 (that had $200 swensens vouchers). Learnt the batch song & dance which I think I still have random parts that I cannot catch. Hahaha. But it's pretty cute(: I'll try to upload the youtube version here soon :D

& we too had our introduction to HH that came with a cheer learning/teaching session. Anyway I think the cheers are fabulous but we'll only start to do them in school tomorrow :x & it's rather amazing that titus came up with most of them. I doubt there is a video of it but let's see how it goes tomorrow first (:

External Activity was great but tiring. I am on the verge of collapsing & definitely not in the right mind to do my write-up for humanities, which is going to be due real soon. Someone please remind me to do it really soon or I won't get to go for the interview :x

& to OlehOlehh: I love you guys cause you're really cool people :D

YingZhu's birthday lunch was at Aquamarine, Marina Mandarin(: I thought the buffet was awesome & it actually came with YuSheng since it was the CNY period. & not to mention the spread of tapas & other food:D Hope you enjoyed it girl! & not forgetting shopping after that too(:

Many apologies for the overdue posts, I was going through a massive lack of sleep. (Still ongoing)

I woke up at 6am just for this & since both Andrina & I got to our first choices, we decided on breakfast at ToaPayoh's Yakun.

Apologies to all once again, esp those who failed to contact me by phone after my battery died & calls that I ended abruptly (i.e. emelia love) due to my phone's batt being drained out :x & I forgot that Jordan no longer uses LG so I had no charger.

I was this close to starvation, so I had subway before going & got takeaways for mabel too since she's vegetarian (: Before meeting Nick at main gate ( not forgetting Jocelyn & CherylL along the way) & many others in the canteen(:

Plenty of thanks to Mr Chia for paying for dinner for us though many didn't really eat in the end. But I guess what matters more in the end is that we all had fun & managed to get together & catch up about old times & school postings etc :D

It's past 2am. I am meeting Jeremiah for Adjudicator's Training at 8:30am. I need to catch some shut eye for now :D