Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 4/29/2009 09:57:00 PM
I just got home feeling full and fat.
Honestly wanted to run, but 9hours after my last meal I was too wobbly to do so.
6-inch subway & lotus soup was yummy (:
But I reckon I should stop irregular dining hours lest I want to expand horizontally.

6days to RJCO SYF.All the best(:

I got my 3rd CCA approved but I ain't very happy but not because of CCA.
Incoherence. BYE(:

I took a coloured photo, but it turned out to be monochrome.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 4/28/2009 10:17:00 PM
yining! :D
alethea charmaine evelyn
huiqin me cheryl jocelyn waner yanling alethea :D
yanling me alethea ashleigh waner cheryl gladys amanda
fournine :D :D

To put it straight, I was pretty much downcast earlier today
When you get distracted by the first thing and can't do well for the second, the effects worsen.
Down in the dark, I decided to do 2.7km and it pretty much gave me an adrenaline rush. & I decided to post happy photos of friday (before I got a blister on my foot and still wore court shoes to holland v Hahaha)

I am okay now, back to life :D


love and lost
Thursday, April 23, 2009, 4/23/2009 09:52:00 PM
One piece of news, that made me realised how much we ought to treasure the people around us.
One email, that left me confused as to which path I should take.
One mind, still wavering considering pacing back and forth, she has to find her direction in time.
One girl thinks she should stop regretting whatever things she do and just go ahead but something in her has been stopping it.

How long ago was it when you've last splashed in the waves, ran in the rain, slept in a tent, watched a plane take off, photographed the sunset scene, read a book you really want to, cooked something nice for yourself.. Or said I miss you or I love you, to someone and really meant it?

I am trying to find out if I really blend in on the inside or is this merely a facade.
I am glad with what I have as of now, I hope I won't give up.
It's been quite awhile since I've last did something that would make me really happy. ):
I still prefer life outside the city with endless meadows, for you to pick me a daisy.

awesome people, slightly overdue photographs
Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 4/21/2009 10:37:00 PM
Sigh. CCA = no free cone day):
It's kind of cute how CherylL & I zoomed down to vivo last year after Napfa & had two cones each while we mugged for Egeog, while some aunty was praising us for being studious. Haha. Hilarious scene, funny photos but it's taking way too long to upload ):
Nevermind, there's next year still! :D
RICO (rehearsal), wasn't there for syf today though ):
evelyn kendra rachael charmaine lyn
qianwen huiwen lanya dorcas evelyn
evelyn yifei kendrea rachael
pek vs matthew

BLOOD DONATION DRIVE TOMORROW! (:
I'll do it if I can, but unfortunately I can't.
Worthy cause to lose a little fluid in you, & I'll go down and support you guys anyway(:
Yes, going to hold lyn's hand Haha. How many more hand-holders? Haha :D

I've been thinking,pausing
Time has been passing slowly,
What should I do now?
PS:Anlin, thanks for helping me get my gc (& bringing it all the way here):D
PSS: Wayne, get well soon & be careful not to crash into the track again! Hahaha :D


this or that
Monday, April 20, 2009, 4/20/2009 08:59:00 PM
Choices usually disallow us from getting the best of both worlds. More than often, it's hard to come to a decision but that's all it boils down to ultimately. Shouldn't have taken econs, too much emphasis about MC vs MB & opportunity costs to be taken into consideration when choosing something Haha (:

I had quite a bit to say just now,
But maybe not just yet.
Emily I miss you. See you(& the rest) soon! :D

[edit] I just came back online to post this:
I realised I've never mentioned it here that my PW group (Yutian, Clinton, Norman) is called DingDings, the sound of the alarm that goes off when we sidetrack(:
Don't you think it sounds cute? :D [/edit]

Sunday, April 19, 2009, 4/19/2009 06:15:00 PM
smack me on the head,
how, think I've lost my gc
locker search again.
I'll upload pictures and what not soon.
Night cycling was not too bad,
ORA tee sold by the rugby people looked pretty awesome,
I attempted to go for RPPP but crashed halfway.
Dozing off a dozen times a minute,
I figured that not only am I not learning anything,
it was disrespectful to the presenter so I left):
In any case, Changi Nasi Lemak at 1am was quite cool (:
& it was definitely less tiring than the first time with 409.
YAY meeting 409 on friday :D
I am really sorry but I was and still am very very irritated when I think of it. I know you have everyone's interest at heart but can you not assume that everyone will agree to the decisions you've made? Could you have at least asked before making the decision on my self behalf ? But what's over is over, will be over. Let's put things down and move on. I hope to be able to smile to you when I see you again(: I just need an avenue to vent.

Thursday, April 16, 2009, 4/16/2009 10:09:00 PM
I was pleasantly surprised by the outcome of my NAPFA 5 stations today because I was expecting really bad results of shuttle run and stand broad jump. At the end of the day, I made it, with lots of encouragement from 1B girls & this teacher who I don't remember her name :D Even though what I am left with are lots of aching muscles.
1D is off for camp & so are many other classes.
Stop procastinating, I should start on my PI now.
CSE test was like argh :x

Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 4/15/2009 11:26:00 AM
Holy Moly Why am I at home at this hour?
Distortion of sleeping hours, too many things in my head,
I woke up with a spinning head and numb limbs.


Self proclaimed a day off school, Probably going to the doctor in an hour or so, if the rain stops.
At 9am I realised it's THE THING by HH today ):
I want to go ):): But then it may mean I'll end up with more mcs if I don't rest now.
sigh.what.to.do.


I'll probably get some sleep now bye.
I just switched on my computer so that there is some music (:

Sunday, April 12, 2009, 4/12/2009 11:03:00 PM
Literature Fest 2009
Does anyone mind helping me with photoshop, photoshop or anything similar to photoshop? :D
In view of the CAFE that would be set up, we'll need people to join the publicity team, especially if you are able to help with design(posters and other areas), deco and most importantly to publicise to the people around school in any fun way!
It'll be T3W2, which is AFTER common tests so I suppose it won't affect your studies & we can do posters and stuff way before CT study time starts so you'll have enough time to mug!
Mail/text me if you can help k. Thanks! :D
I decided to write my thanks for 1D on facebook instead (:
It's not done yet though :x

one happening week.
Saturday, April 11, 2009, 4/11/2009 02:04:00 AM
We switched classes on Monday.
Kendra Kevin Rachael & I are now in 10A01B.
New environment, really enthusiastic people, very friendly & welcoming(:
I know I don't do history, don't spend a lot of time with most of the class during breaks & end up with 1D quite often, I think they are the best hp class I could I ask for.
[although everyone would probably think their classes are the best haha]
Thanks for always trying to include us in all the stuff you do & I really appreciate it(:

& to 10A10D thanks for making a difference through term one.
Although we started out with Ms S.Prakash going "I have no idea how we should have icebreakers", we got to some point where lessons were fun-filled. There was the "fine fund" in Econs, High-speed annotation in CCC's class, very long GC commands for math, silly cow jokes in GP, countless provoking thoughts from ms kaur in PW, "dubious-looking box" issues in Chinese. The list goes on with many memories and inside jokes that I'll take along. Thanks(:
I am trying to write something here for everyone but it's 3am, so I'll do it in the next post(:

Learning Journal to Changi Museum on Tuesday.
I'll post the photos soon!
&insane hours of 3ccas followed :x

Wednesday, HweeChang I miss you & am so glad to see you!
I think the last time I saw you was really really long ago, say OBS? :O
& I think I can't type much for this day, I've 3 swollen fingers.
Sidetracking: I AM GOING FOR ECONS TRIP WITH JOEY! :D

Thursday means CO rehearsal at Singapore Conference Hall.
Missed three quarters of CSE tutorial which was probably the only lessons I was looking forward to that day ): Well, actually there weren't many proper lessons to begin with.
Civics & half of math became free blocks while PE was gobbled up by fire drill.
I am not complaining :D

Council Elects list was out. Massive crowd at the board since the time I reached school.
Kendra and I only became a kaypo during free block because it was a hassle to squeeze all the way to the front.Congrats to those who got in! Eg XinMin, RuiXin, Joshua, Jaryl, Ernest, Lyn, Matthew, Justin, Joseph.. I am very sure I left out quite a few more I know but it's 3am now):
For those who didn't, life still goes on! (: I am not in council too, there are still many other ways to serve the school and have lots of fun(:
HAPPY SEVENTEEN RACHAEL QUAH! :D

FRIDAY IS GOOD FRIDAY.
I don't really celebrate it but if you do, hope it was eventful/inspiring(:
I did have the intention of running in the morning but when you wake up and realise it's 10am, it's just not going to work out ):

Breakfast with parents before hitting starbucks.
I realised I take to latte more than I do to mocha.
There was IBE in the evening & I managed to pull Andrina along at the last minute. It was interesting and I would say I thought it was worth the money(: We tried to do some shopping but not to much avail on my part Haha.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS & JANE TOR & CHEN YANG! :D

Updated: friends-only post on jellybeanjars (:

People, Places, Put together
Sunday, April 05, 2009, 4/05/2009 11:42:00 PM
As JudithAng puts it: See, girlfriends are the best (:


WenFu's back from London
Abigail JudithAng AmandaNg HuiQin Yileen & I went to the airport
& so it was lunch, small talks, reading funny blog posts, camwhoring, going through lots of photos & hitting candy empire (yay no gst!), before the rest headed home.

& I strolled along round and around, downstairs and upstairs.
View Gallery, Harris and finally TCC.
I figured I just wasn't ready to go home.
Oreo Mocha Frappe & Orange Flamingo (:
the frappe was fabulous, but orange flamingo wasn't really my kind of dessert though.
Cointreau in Oranges could have been stronger & with more mango, less parfait.

However I must say it's an interesting experience of food texture.
Think of apple crumble, sago seeds, mango and orange fruits, parfait, vanilla icecream.
& you put them together :D
I loved the vanilla icecream!
You'll probably call me weird. You'll ask what I am doing at the T3 alone.

Airports, I say, give me the feelings of love and loss.
Loss, because people leave and impermanance is evident.
Some may never return eventually while some do.
Some come back to this very place they used to call home, but things aren't the same anymore.

Love, a reunion with close ones and a realisation of how important some people are to us when they take a step out of our lives. Little things in life that we often take for granted, may not be so anymore.

Actually the simple fact was that I needed an urban getaway, somewhere I can temporary be shielded from the fast paces of life. Small coffee houses with country songs running on the speakers. Pause to ponder, I am recharged for school tomorrow(:

PS: pardon my incoherence.

Saturday, April 04, 2009, 4/04/2009 12:10:00 AM
My bangs look extra thick :O
Lift Lobby with an overdose of posters & more to come in the lift.
Joshua & Ernest: Vote for them for council :D

My eyelids weigh a ton now.
CO starts at 8am tomorrow morning.
Economics UK trip sounds interesting.
But right now, sleep is essential(:

PS: All the best for JGs finals for those who got in(: So much for all the debates that I dissented.


Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 4/01/2009 09:53:00 PM
A fear of failure;
Expectations fade to dust,
Facades to forget.

I just messed up my humanities interview and don't wish to talk about it.
I really appreciated all the kind thoughts, words said and sent. Thanks :)

Leave out noise and words,
Peace and alone, she's tonight.
Let time fill this void.