Unfortunately I have not recovered though my fever has gone down.
Apparently things seemed to have taken a plunge for the worse.

She does not feel like herself. She is probably to exhausted and bogged down by the many happenings around her that she has lost her ability to love, to have fun, to smile naturally, to feel sad, to cry or to be angry. She is becoming increasing distant from her emotions & probably she is the only one standing still, remaining indifferent while things pass by. She thinks that she is fading away as she feels lighter and lighter each day, not to mention that she does not have the courage to step on the weighing scale. She sees people come and go, stop and scold, &she was conditioned to ignore all of these. & Yes, she no longer believes that talking solves problems. Silence is probably the way out.

YES IM BACK FROM MOBBERS AT ORCHARD BUT I AM NOT EXACTLY IN THE MOOD TO POST SO PROBABLY PICTURES IN THE NEXT POST (:

I have not finished my christmas cards though I received alot of help from mum but anyway those that I have decided to give tmr will still receive their cards HAHAHA Yes, I'll finish even if I do until 4am.

& to end off this really random post, I just had some random family arguement.