goodness gracious, im having another emo breakdown.
don't ask me why.
Life's been such a facade with man-made smiles and laughter to ease on going tensions. Expectations are what we live up to which makes reaching out to true purposes of living so hard to reach out to, let alone fulfil it. commitment vs ability; is equilibrium possible?
& ultimately something has to be comprised..

WE' WON THE 3RD PRELIM ROUND(: finishing off 4th to qualify for quarters(: GREAT JOB PEOPLE(: Although it's great that we get to advance, another consideration comes in: Commitment Vs Ability. Not much of point even if we can get past the next round but can't go through semi's cus we've not trained for 1hr prep yet. So according t coach and eugene, we'll have to burn approx 21 midnight oils(3weeks). However, SYF is coming so i'll also have to prac for guzheng and mid year exams are like the next day right after SYF. Moreover my grades aren't good & im not prepareed to get anymore failures. mm. I'll probbably have to make a decision quickly.sighs.

Anyway, Javelin trng was kinda fun, though I seriously think i can't throw. JenBoon and I were the only girls present tgtr with a whole lot of guys. Hope things go well for us on monday(:

YAYYE(: jane,jlynn,huiwen,renu,me and either jeremama or jwong will be going t watch arena finals tmr at mediacorp(: WHEE(: