skip all the past few days.. Im being random today cus Im have alot of unorganised feelings. If you notice, the paragraphs do not flow=/

today is the last day of school,the last day we are together as a class, twotwelve. Rather sad, i must say.Millions of thanks to those who wrote us lil notes/cards and in whatever way, expressed their feelings to everyone in the class. It's been two years. Seemed so short but yet, so happening. From a bunch of total strangers, we came together. It was those times where we played, aruged, yelled, laughed, rebelled against rules, did stupid things, gossiped with each other, we brought us even closer. When some one you dont really like comes up to you just to say"hey, thanks for being my classmate for this two years." that's the feeling of warmth and appreciation which buries all hatchets and gets us moving on.. I LOVE TWOTWELVE(: the moment we took the class photo got many people to realise, it's now or never. I guess it's the time when we took class pics most willingly.haha.

anyway we went to quite a number of places today namely, labrador park, naval museum and kranji war memorial. the first two were rather boring, or rather I didnt know how to appreciate it. However, I think Kranji War Memorial is a nice place. Although it's kinda cemetry, but you dont get the errie feeling when you get there. Everything's so quiet and peaceful. Every bit in there seem as if it's been carefully placed in, just like a dance gracefully choreographed and performed. When we first came down from the bus and I looked in, I didn't see it as a cemetry but a place of liberation. The place is darn nice. It was until I saw tombstones did I realise it was a burial ground. If it was more convenient, I think it's a good place for mugging for exams. Peaceful. great.

Back at home I was straighten some thoughts regarding where my faith lies, whether I should commit further or just break free. I was really afraid cus the further I searched, the more I couldn't find the reason why I should stay. What's the purpose spreading the teachings when most people dont practice them anyway? I rather lead the life whereby I can do more meaningful stuff like going around to homes to help out rather than getting together and discussing the teachings. Undoubtfully, theories are important but in life practical doings always prove more. From my point of view, I'll feel happier if I can cheer someone up or do something as simple as accompanying the person or being as listening ear,rather than spreading teachings. Maybe it's that im not spiritual enough to see the long term benefits but somehow I hope that I can help some people around me, even it's just some small. Im not someone so great.
However, there's this series of articles posted by anghwee, which made alot of sense to me. It's about vegetarianism. okay, for the people around me, dont worry it's not im gonna go vegan or vegeterian right now. But I've just happened to come across this veryvery gross video which clearly explains how factory animals are treat from the day they are born till the day they are slaughtered. freaky, I didn't watch till the end cus it was to disgusting. After watching it you seriously wont wanna eat factory meat. On the separate post there are people's comments about going vegetarian. Of course it's subjective but rather true. hmphs..will cut down on meat stuff I guess(: