YESTERDAY;
it's another ROCKING day!!
I went to Clara's house a lil before noon to give our shoe finishing touches. Already can't think of what to but in except the suede lining. Ended up pasting whatever we have ON to the shoe.ROJAK style-.-" Yarhs..Had lunch together before her mum sent us to sch:)

Hmphs..we got prettaye bored at indoor stadium so clara decided to teach me the remaining part of the dance KETHUP.I admit I look super different from her when it comes to dancing.The difference between a dancer and non-dancerX) One more move to go.HAHA.YiYan says clara dances like a HOT BABE:) Yunian came.[I didn't say he's a HOT one=p BUT he's darn funny!]Anyway they put up quite a few dances for twotwelve:) thanks!

Loads more self entertaining stuff(eg.sam's RA stories) before it was time for makeup.HAHA.But the stupid thing was that dinner was right after make up! OMG.I ate up all my lipstick and most of the blusher went off-.-" Quite a number of people's makeup went off too~ Hahas. No choice, tight schedule we have.

OhYes, most touching event of the year for class twotwelve:*drumroll..* TA-DA!!
Edwin brought quite alot of water for twotwelve and carried them a long way.
You may think it's no big deal but when you go for NDP you'll know how it feels like:) Anyway it was taken from indoor stadium and sent to us in the field :D lurrveloads<3 I think some people from other classes got prettaye jealous at first cus they kept looking at us=x

Actually wanted to take class photo back at the stadium.got kaiwen here but they stoned off suddenly so YEAH.Clara and me took some photos:) Edwin thought we were les after looking at a number of pics in my fone.LOLS.hey, we are straight:) Photos can be decisiving. I thot he was prettaye gay after looking at the photos in his camera.HAHA.anyway got disiao-ed by a senior-.-" LOLS..we are innocent! =)

TODAY;
I went to SBMY.
thanks guys for putting in the effort to make me feel so welcome, so not transparent:)
Mentor Anghwee gave a longer talk as he said he'll be away for sometime.
Interesting talk I must say.He shared some suttas with us before allowing us to go into discussion with in our groups and finaaly getting us to present.Quite interactive and I did learn abit though there's muh more which I've yet to understand:)

Reflections;
I still remember sometime ago shixiong asked me this question: "So how strong is your faith towards Buddhism?" Can't remember what was the answer I gave but I think it should be quite a positive one =/ Today as I went back to SBMY I thought of this question again. It was my foolishness. When I answered this question then, I didn't fully understand and was filled with doubts. After this month of "new life", Yes, I do have an answer to it. I don't have strong faith in the buddha but He will always be the teacher I respect, His teachings would be the things I can learn without doubts and His sangha would be those I would always look up too. I saw for myself how my faith wavered during these days, but it was these days which made me see things through. I won't be leaving, at least not for quite a long time. At least now I know why Im in SBMY, not just blindly following each session of stuff. I hope u'll understand:)