Tuesday, January 31, 2006, 1/31/2006 10:51:00 PM
OuchOuch~
There is a pain going through my knee suddenly;
don't know what happened to it.
There is even the sound of paper tearing as I move it;
don't ask me why.
The condition has be worsening by the day;
don't PUH-LEASE.

Although the few major events like:
sec3 rapport,
bingo your way arnd NH,
orientation camp,
CNY celebration...
are over, BUT it doesn't mean my knee can treat me like that!
Nevertheless Im still luckier than qianyi mei whose had to go through all these pain despite all the stuff :) Never give up yups? Jie will be here fer u no matter what happens... Now I know how she feels when she says no one knows the pain inflicted on me...

kelian.but at least there are people there for her.ME? no. other than the few nice ones who are there for me whenever I feel the pain, feel the pressure and have endless rantings.

Saturday there is house visiting.HOPE that there is no meditation.PUH-LEASE,NO. Not that I dislike meditation.YES, it is good for the body and mind, but my body can't take it.OUCHs.Ever since the 2nd night of camp ehi-passiko after the meditation, the pain has been with me and how many people really care for how I feel? Ya, say me and daryl but do you all even know how I feel? When my leg hurts did those people who teased us even care? At least he did;khanti people did. When my backbone hurts, who cares?

WHATEVER.


Nevertheless,thx loads for those that have been there for me no matter what happens;Hweleng,Alethea,Yanling, Jane,Yintong,Gabriel,YiJun, Ranie,Adelaine,KahSwee,SiIan...And a few more.thx.I really appreciated it. for those who think it is just pure acting to gain sympathy, sorry, i have nothing to say.