Thursday, January 19, 2006, 1/19/2006 06:29:00 PM
I decided to post another post, it's better than having bottled up feelings.I suddenly feel that the bond is lost.I don't know how to get it back, neither can i find some motivation to reach for it.There's SBMY session this saturday at 3.30pm. Anyone wants to accompany me there? HAHA.
**to Cpt of Ananda a.k.a alvin a.k.a bird; thx fer making my stay in Ananda so enjoyable and interesting.thx fer all those effort put in so as not to make me feel left out, BUT one very impt thing, mian qiang shi mei you xing fu derhs. Somehow or rather,being part of Mogallana is a new change; a good change, i guess.Yes, I told you that I go to SBMY, the main reason is for Dharma, and the secondary reason would be because it is fun and there are friends arnd me.But now, I realised something, all the while, the condusive environment which we learn the dharma in is my driving force.It's all the encouragement from the people in SBMY which is my driving force to learn the dharma.Pls dun be mistaken, I still like the dharma.Hope that Ananda would continue to do well:)

I LURFFE COUNCIL LOADS, cus there are always people there for me no matter how low I am feeling, how much stuff are thrown to us, or how much crap we do.This is the very diff point fm SBMY.The feeling I used to have there has dissappeared.It is actually the same as council; we go there for a motive(council: to serve the school,learn more things ... SBMY: learn & spread the dharma).But how does it feel when you are standing alone? In council, we are always there for each other.Im not trying to compare which is better, but just to find another reason to drive me there.COUNCILLORS, wo aii nii men. No matter how tones get harsh and feeling are put to tests, I enjoy every moment there.hartsharts.lurffe everone there[note: there is ONE exception.you-know-who].Despite some internal conflicts like you-how-what-happened-to-who, we are still standing strong.to the people who have always been arnd me, hartss forever.I will do my best not to miss activities.

Guzheng.Sorry for pon-ing occasionally cus of other stuff.I still lurffe you peeps.We shall strive towards the next SYF Gold with Honours.HAHA.ehh...Maybe we should pia for CNY first.HAHA.jiayous. the fun, the passion and the music. GUZHENG FAMILY ROCKS.