Saturday, November 12, 2005, 11/12/2005 01:34:00 PM
at home today.under normal circumstances, i would have either went bowling with yihui or at least went sbmy;but yy am i still at home? ESCAPING REALITY. i know my way of staying home doesn't really work but anyway, I want to sort out my thoughts, but instead I am getting an entire nagging about positive stuff by aunt. please lah.shhh! OKAY, i just realised that adam was contridicting.he said for people to change we must first change ourselves; but he told our parents to change. the next thing i get is...MORE NAGGING.HUSH!
got quite a couple or things to do today...OFF TO DO THEM...surpressing some thoughts but they always seem to come up to me again...shutting my mind down for sometime might be a good idea.this is not meant to be procastination!

ohhs.anyway at council training debrief, des talked about what I told yihui earlier on abt the sec2 councillors stuff... Was pretty pissed off at first; a gust of betrayal wept past me. was he the one who told des what I told him? whatever. I really don't feel like blaming anyone at this point of time as it wouldn't make much sense anyway.didn't get an answer fm des cause he was rushing to work.wow! pro.at cine nehx...next year after eoy I am gonna work and work! hahs.a faster way of reaching my financial.no time to work this holiday.blahs.anyway, I couldn't seem to fit my ear stud back into my ear hole and poked till it got swollen.blahs.whatever.attempting to poke it tml morning when the swell has gone down...

suddenly lurrve iceskating so much but it is so damn expensive; so only going on wed.(: qian bu rong yi zhuan, and I am not even earning lahs. cos i got no job. 30nov going iceskate no matter what.anyone wants to go? haix.dun think mummie and daddie will let me go work cos eoy results like shyt.I DUN CARE LIAOS! AFTER NEXT YEAR EOY MUST INTRO SOME JOBS TO ME KAES? but it seems such a long time away larhx. not enough $$ to use liaos...gotta shenshen yong until then bahx...rmb my goal...I AM GONNA DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO ACHIEVE IT! ... ... ... suddenly got an idea... that type of shop which sab and I used to make glass deco derh seems nice... hmph...*strive and wait*